Tuesday, May 22, 2007

so sianz ...

haiyo .... so long nv blog le .. lolx ... sian lei .... common test coming le ... i think its time i need to pull up my socks and work harder le ... if not .... jia lat la ... lolx ... haha i am sick le ...-_-" slight cough and soar throat plus an ulcer on my inner mouth on the right ... ... its so pain ..!!!! dame it .... lolx ... haha if one really kept things untold inside him or her .... and he will get sick .... then i am at that sick boy with untold thoughts inside him nor ... lolx ... cuz i am sick now ma .... plus i got so many stuff inside my head ... hahaha ....
lolx this part i think only song know how to see .... hahaha ..... well nvm also .. juz say waht i want ... lolx i want to tell but ... can i tell u how i feel without making u scared off ..? lolx .... dame sianz .....

Posted by ~~SiNgLeZ eLePhAnTz~~ at 1:59 PM

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

its been so long ...

hee ... lolx as promised ... here i come to blog le ... lolx ... hmmm first of all ... yea ....!!! com fixed ...! no charges at all ... lolx ... super pleased about tat ... haha ... hmmm now lets see what can i blog ...? hmmm maybe try some random topics ... lolx .... how about some fan nao i have ... lolx ... on silents is golden .... and er ... what love or say relationship means to u ..?

lolx ... hmmmm first ... have u ever wonder ... when u like someone .... rather close ... but dun dare to tell out cuz u fear of failing ... and scaring others off ...? hmmm and tot actually staying behind ... loving in silents ... is better ... at least u can be friends together ...? lolx ... i dunno lei .. if for me .... i think i will also choose to keep silents .... cuz one thing ... i nv sucess before ... and plus ... lolx .... i dunno lei ... a kind of phobia ba .... how about u guys or girls ..? lolx ..

hmmm next .... what does a relationship means u u all ..? does it ..? meant two person of the opposite sex .... tat can hold hand with ... can hug with can kiss with tats all .... no comittement in it ....? lolx .... or juz another person to be there to listen to yur probs ..?

well .... i really dunno what i had in mind .... to me .... i guess ... its abit of both ba .... cuz ... i haven really got alot of chance to be in love .... so i cant really tell how i personally feels .... for me ... i think la ... to be in a relationship ... is to be comitted into something .... someone .... learn to love ... learn to care .... hold each others hand and listen to each other woes ... about there ba .... cuz a relationship is smt words cant really describe .... there i juz not enough vocabulary ... lolx ... its smt when u go throught then u will know ... but upon going through meaning u really love each other ... not juz to find someone of the opposite can claim ownerships .... lolx .... learn to care ... dun juz show tat u care .... love someone truely .... not juz love on the surface .... haha ... think long nv blog le .... blog and blog slowly become rubbish le ... lolx ....

hmmm smt ... i really hope i can say my feelings out .. lolx ... but u know ... i juz really cant ... i am afraid to lose out again ..~~~

Posted by ~~SiNgLeZ eLePhAnTz~~ at 8:37 PM

Monday, May 07, 2007

monday

wha .. so pain neh.... so red .. lolx went sentosa on sun ... was really very fun ... but the sun dame hot .... till now i am still in pain .. like a red lobster .... well not really very red .. but still red... haha .... and in madey blog ... wha u can see my base colour ... lolx .. snow white neh... lolx ... next time muz wear triangle underwear go suntan le .. lolx ..... hmmmm today was quite okie .. tot abit tired ... haha but no choice ... schling life .. its like this de...:D

hmmm dunno lei ... was feeling quite sucky now ... haha lolx ... somtimes things ar best keep untold ... but u know sometimes ... when u tot untold is the best ... it went the otherway round ... so i really dunno how to think now ... whats best for me ..? hmmm maybe like all my friend says ... fail so what ...? its not about failing its about trying ... lolx ... it take a hell lots of courage ... seriously .... we shall see ..... hmmmm ....

Posted by ~~SiNgLeZ eLePhAnTz~~ at 10:59 PM

Friday, May 04, 2007

heee....

haha...dame sry for the lack of post .... hmmm was rather lazy this few days .... and my lappy wasnt working well ... sux man ... but its okie now i guess .. or at least better ... cuz i juz went to reformat it yesterday ... yeap ... hmmm well .. what to blog neh ..? haha okok say about yesterday training on vball ... haiz was rather disspointed by some rule set by dunno who ... where got such things one .... no playing or vball during breaks and in between game ... so what if we play ..? is there any side effects ..? as in for break they dun let us play cuz want us to rest i am okie with it ... yesterday was like due to one player got injured ... so i went over to treat it .. then song was acc the casulty ... so when the trainer ask if we ar going to play the game we say no .. cuz we cant juz walk off yea ..??? so soon after teams were made .... i and song see that all the grouping is juz nice le ... no more space for us ... so we went to take a ball wanted to play on ourself behind... then the senior say we cant ... its a rule .?? huh ..? wtf man .. so what they wan us to do now ..? see them play and dun do anything for the rest of the day ..? whats happening to them ... -_-" aiya dunno la ... so sucky now ... u know sometimes we human muz be abibt more flexible .... rules are made by men .... so why make yur loife and others life so diffcult ..? i dunno la ...~~~ hmmmm gues shouldnt blog too long haha .... later ppl dun wan to stay at my blog ... lolx ... kkz .... arghh so boring .... was at lib alone ... and really alone ..-_-"" sux ..~~~

Posted by ~~SiNgLeZ eLePhAnTz~~ at 1:01 PM