Wednesday, February 07, 2007
i am here to tell a story .....
its been long since i blog yea ... lolx ... kkz for apologising ... i prepared a story for everyone ..:) it may happens to sounds tat one of u are involved but dun bother ... lolx .. its juz a story ... conicidence do happen ..:)
kkz its a story about a average looking boy ..:) size bigger than a average boy ....
let me name this story as... the sad stuff a more then a average boy can get ..:) hee
ready ..?? lolx ... here i go ...
hmmm once upon a time ... there live a boy ... whose looks is average ... height is average ... and size abit more den average .... juz like any other boy ... be it how badly he looks or big he is .. he always wanted to fall in love juz like anyone out there ... but dunno why he juz simply cant .... and it beats him... he failed to win any girls heart and most of the times ... he scare the girls away .... after he pass his primary sch life ... he move on to sec sch ... as a plump boy ... in sch ... he is normally playful ... like to talk and of cuz eat .. but still in his heart .... he stills await for the chance tat he could fall in love again ... juz like anyone else ... but he juz couldnt....year by years passed .... he recieved alots of excuse from girl ... i think .... we dun match ... i think i am not good enough for u ... i think its not the right time ... i think why not we juz be friends ... i think .... i think... i think ... sad for this boy ... every girl he tries to reach out for told him how she think they are not match and got scared off nv to talk to him again .... this is not the worst .... as times pass ... more powerful stuff happens ... and things like this happen more and more often to him ... the one he loves now always turn to his best friend .... close friends .... good buddy.... not once .... not twice .... but ... it happens .... and happends ... he dun understand why .... so .... he slowly began to detest himself .... his life ... his surrounding .... but life aint tat bad when he is in sec 2.. i guess... someone liked him ... he is happy for the first time of his life .... but not for long cuz .. the girl tat seems like him first got together with him ... then leak out her plan of breaking up with him right after end of year ... so he was sad .. and decide to be brave ... so he let go .... yep they broke ... and he waited ... so in between he try his luck again ... but to his avail ... the past came to him back once again ... all the i think ... and all de goes to his good friends thing .... but when next year came .... the one tat likes him before broke off with his bf ... he was happy .. and wanted to win her back .. soon .. he did ... and he was happy... but the ... not long later ... he found smt is not right ... be it what he did or say or being with the girls juz is not right .. so he ask for break after almost a year or so ... the girl was sad this time .. this boy need to cool off ... then ... this girl too cool off and found herself a bf few months later ... he was happy .. he hope she found her real happiness ... then not long later they broke ... and this girl think back .. why should he let go ..? so he went right back after for this girl thinking she is the one... a few months of hard work .. they got back together .. the got together real long for more den a year ... but for what reason i dunno ... ppl around him start teasing on how her gf looks ... how big or how small or how things ar on her gf .... slowly but surely ... he confidence starts to shake ... and he slowly wanted to shake of this girl he has been breaking and patching for years .... thinking ... since everyone say she is bad ... so why still stick on ..? then one day they broke up when this guy went beyond sec sch and go for further studies ... at first ... this guy tot ... he did the right thing ... and he wun be regretting anything on his life again .. but soon he regretted .. he slowly understand how much this girl mean to her .... so he go back for her again ... i dunno y .. but he did again... yep they got together... he promise the girl he wun leave her again... but 2 weeks later ... a misunderstanding happen ... so big tat it totally smash this boy heart ... mind and soul ... totally ... it what the girl told him on how iressponsible he is ... not able to spend time .. breaking empty promise ... without explaining much .. this guy went silents ... give up on all hopes ... then soon the gril ask for a decision .. so ... when all hopes are gone .. they guy say i give up ... indeed this time everything is over ... real sonn this girl got herelf a new bf ... and this boy ... he dun understand whats going on ... he hate himself more and more ... so he juz slowly left the whole senario .... few months later ...he and he good friend decided to take up a sports cca ... so to get healthy and fit .. he agreed and joined .... the slowly .. he notice someone ... a girl .... someon tat make him feels like his ex ... at first he tot tat its juz his thinking .. then slowly ... he tot maybe he likes her... but when things got confrim on his mind tat she is the one she wants to go for...this girl fell for his best friend once again .... he was really sad ... thinking .. why ...? why muz it be always his best friend ... he knows tat he doesnt looks good or even have great bodies ... but why is his good heart akways been pushed away... or nv been really accepted before ..? so he again .. remain silents ... the few weeks ... or a few months went by... slowly this girl gave up ... and his best friend got himself a gf ... he was happy... cuz he tot this could be the chance ... so he treat this girl real nice ..... trying to show to her tat he likes her in everyway.... but this boy dare not say his feelings out .. for he nv once been accpeted ....so he plan to wait for her .. for her mind to set .... for the right time ... but this time nv comes .... in the beginning ... he sends her home .. things are sweet really sweet .... he gave stuff .... of cuz sweets stuff too ... but for what reasons .. he didnt know .. he suddenly felt tat she is avoiding him ... sending was banned ... giving was not allowed ... at first he think tat maybe juz like the girl say she wants her own time ... but .. once rejected ... twice .... third time ..... he starts to think otherwise .... maybe .. she is avoiding ... but still he wait..... he kept silents ... while stilll allow his heart to love her .... then he told how he felt for the girl soon after.... the grils didnt say much .... she was not scared and he was happy ... but not a ans came ... so this guy juz keep waiting ... even his tears drop .. his heart bleed he is still waiting .... then another blow came ... this time ... the one this girl clam as his good friend wich is a good friend of this boy.... they slowly become close .... this girl and her good friend ... the guy was happy tat he likes to know good ppl ... but .... he dunno .... soon they two become too close .. he start to think ... if he likes her ...? this girl always say impossible between them .. so he try not to think too much .. but .... later ... the good friend of both this girl and this guy starts to send this girl home .. in the first place this boy didnt think much for he is her good friend right ..? but ...once .... ant till now .. he send her home everytime .. now he think bad ... he tot this girl say she want to be alone .... and dun need accompany ....? so he bleed in his heart again ... tears rolled again ... he didnt know why .. but surely he cant see from his naked eye tat smt is not right ...... then soon ... they got together almost everwhere ... everytime ... when watch show ... she lay on his arm ... and the guy comfort the girl .... now ... whatelse can this boy think of ..? non the less ... it happen again ... he tot ... they got together .... the one he likes .... got together with his new good friend ..... this boy nv was accpected before ... he nv lost his firends no matter what they do to him ... cuz he thinks this is life .. and smt things cant be put in a place where its advantage to everybody ... but still upon accepting things .. he still wonders ..... why does bad stuff happen always on him as such a fast rate ... he still love her .... but .... he is bleeding .... he is crying ... in a place no one know .. for deep down in his heart .. he nv want anyone to notice .... THE END
sad right..??? when i wrote this i also almost cried ... lolx .... i hope i dun end up this way ... and if nyone happens to be somehow like tat .... dun be sad ... cheer up alright .?? things would be better .... it juz not the right time yet ... tats why alot of ppl told me ..:) anyway .. its juz a story .. no one could be so bad ....... ;p take care ....
Posted by ~~SiNgLeZ eLePhAnTz~~ at 4:38 PM